
I had so many things to do this past week before the baby came. Wash the baby clothes, finish last minute details on Christmas gifts, organize the kids rooms, make Christmas candy, baby shower for a friend, ward Christmas party, update my blog for the past 2 weeks, and so on and so on. Needless to say I was trying to keep myself busy so the week would go by fast. We had planned for me to me induced (if the baby hadn't come yet) on December 15th (my actual due date) However, that was obviously not in the plans of Heavenly Father or Landon. :) I'll blog more later & do a catch up of all the pictures from his birth as well as the previous weeks, but for now I wanted to express my feelings at this time of year, especially with the birth of a sweet new baby boy.
I've told Brian I just want to relax & enjoy the season with our family. I do have a lot to finish, and I've been trying to decide which has the highest priority, & how to place "resting for myself" as a priority. Today I was sweetly reminded as I read one of my friends blogs about what this season is really about. As I read her blog, I thought about our Savior Jesus Christ, but especially about his Mother Mary. How blessed am I to be able to have a baby boy in a hospital, where it is warm and there are warm blankets & beds and a little bed to lay my baby in. How blessed am I to be able to go to a clean hospital where they welcome me and give me a place to stay, food to eat, & even a bed for Brian, until the baby and I are ready to go. How blessed am I to be able to drive to the hospital instead of riding on a donkey in the cold. I feel so blessed. I see my own love for my sweet new son, and I can only imagine the love that Mary felt for her child... The Son of God! I think every Mother wonders what their child will face in life, their joys & laugther, as well as pain and sorrow. As I recieved the epidural the 2nd time (yes that's right... I'll explain later) I prayed that none of my children would ever have to feel such physical pain. I think of Mary, and how she must have prayed for her own sweet Son that he wouldn't have to experience pain, but knowing who He was, she must of had a glimpse of the life he would live & the joy, as well as the pain he would endure. I admire her even more for the pure woman that she was & the strength that she had. I am sure that on that sacred night so long ago, that even though there may have been discomfort and pain, there was also joy, strength, and sweet peace.
I have felt such sweet peace these last couple of days that Landon has been home with us. He is such a good and sweet little baby & fills our home with so much love. He has been such a gentle reminder of what the season is all about, our Savior... the Prince of Peace.